A long Day

I am stuck out of town on business today and wish that I were home with my husband that is not feeling very well today and didn't go to work.

Last night along with some coworkers we headed to the Charles Town Casino. I lost money in the slots ..and should have known better not to have played. Since we have a slot machine in our home ..I know what the odds are.

I had a few email communications with Dreama this week ....but our email conversations ended with me very frustrated with her. I have got to emotional let go of this ...because it is having an impact on my daily life. I just want her to reach ..if she would have reached the last few day ...I would have went all the way to the ends to do what I could to help her. Somehow ....I think she has finally convinced me that this is what she wants ..and that saddens me even more. I just have to let go ...what will be ...will be. I love her ..she knows that.

I'm sitting here in the hotel room at the desk they provide. For what ever reason ..they have a mirror ..so I have to look at myself while I am typing. For the first time in my 41 1/2 years ....I pulled my skin back ....like a need a face lift! OMG!! when did this happen. I always preach about aging gracefully ....but for the first time I am thinking FACE LIFT! Although ..I know this sudden feeling of panic will pass once I get in the loving arms of my family and realize that its not my face that needs to be up ....but the level of happiness, satisfaction, and love in the SanJulian household.

If I do get to leave early today ...I will be making a pit stop and Michael's while I wait for my hubby to come and get me .....DARN IT! I just hate being in rows and rows of scrapbooking supplies *lol* I have really taken up this hobby ...and have been doing at least a scrapbook layout every weekend for the past three weeks. There really is an art to the craft ..and not just throwing pictures to a page.